so many things to say, so many different reasons behind them.

This red part of the post will contain very coarse language. Please skip to the green part if you can’t stand words and is a goody good person.

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I’m typing this post with so much brute force that the keyboard will probably break under the pressure of my fingers. I’m so pissed off and what’s best is that this is not the first fucking time.

I’m sorry If I’m typing with a series of vulgarities but I just cannot type goody good to entertain everyone just because he is my friend. Do you type goody good when arguing? Do you type like a high class opera singer when you are angry? For me, no. I will apologized if its really my fault but then, ITS NOT, so I am entitled to the book of vulgarities, at least for this moment.

Note: He is a He. Imagine it now in your brains before you start reading.

Scenerio:

Me: Hey lets go down on Thursday to get the stuff you saw I wanted.

GoodFriend: I have a date on that day, but if you want I can go down earlier.

Me (being understanding):If thats the case, Its alright, why not we go down on Friday.

GoodFriend: Ok.

Friday arrived…

Me: Sorry huh, I can’t make it today, something is bogging me down. Why not we change to Saturday instead?

GoodFriend: Hmm I’m working on Saturday, why not sunday, we’re working on sunday, can go before that

Me: Ok then!

Saturday night arrived…

Me: Hey what time will we be meeting tomorrow?

GoodFriend: Very tired sia, I anything la, I starting work at 6pm.

Me (SUPER PISSED): NVM, I don’t like to force people to go out, no point, thats all, good night.

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If you don’t know know why I am so fucking pissed, just take a look at his last reply.

• Did I fucking force anyone to go anywhere in the first place? He did agree to the trip and SUNDAY WAS HIS IDEA. If the next time, you know you’ll be tired from work, then don’t fucking arrange anything the day after.

• Whats with the “I’m so tired and you are still asking me to go out, but anything lah go go lah” tone. Look at point number 1. Its was not me who forced anyone, but he agreed. The next time you don’t wish to go, just fucking tell me.

• Tired? I didn’t complain to him that I worked 10.5 hours on Wednesday, excluding trips to and fro work. There was even 1 person down at work, so I had to do 2 person’s job. Tell me, what is tired?

Actually I’m not pissed off with the fact that I cannot get the stuff I want. I have already rearranged the trip with another non-tired friend. I don’t mind getting it late. Its just the fact that the way he put forward the message to me, it sounds like I forced him to go, I made him go even though he’s tired, I am not a understanding friend.

Seriously If he would just say something like “Hey, I’m really tired out from work today, why not we get it on Monday or Tuesday since we are not working on those days.”, I wouldn’t have been pissed off at all, and I would even understand work is tiring, since I’ve been through that. But no, the reply had to be one that pisses people off. Fuck.

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GREEN PART (NON VULGAR) . GREEN PART (NON VULGAR) . GREEN PART (NON VULGAR)

This is to a friend who has been missing in action willingly. I don’t know what you are thinking now, because you didn’t even bother informing us about your mobile number change after all the attempts that we tried to contact you. Do you even feel anything? If there’s something wrong, you could have looked for us, thats what friends are for ain’t it? You didn’t.

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Meanwhile, on a lighter note, I got the chance to settle whatever that was bogging me. But seriously, It wasn’t so bad as I thought It would be, and actually It wasn’t bad at all. At least that means in the future or near future it might be different. (Laughing loudly with a evil aura around).

Thinking back, the most future would be around 30 years old. LOL (another louder laughter with a even more evil aura around). But I’m really very glad neither one or the other had to hide inside a cave.

It was the best I could ask for.

=).

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That concludes this post, and I felt good after channeling all my anger onto my keyboard which transferred the anger into text onto my blog. I love my blog. HAHA.