so many things to say, so many different reasons behind them.

This red part of the post will contain very coarse language. Please skip to the green part if you can’t stand words and is a goody good person.

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I’m typing this post with so much brute force that the keyboard will probably break under the pressure of my fingers. I’m so pissed off and what’s best is that this is not the first fucking time.

I’m sorry If I’m typing with a series of vulgarities but I just cannot type goody good to entertain everyone just because he is my friend. Do you type goody good when arguing? Do you type like a high class opera singer when you are angry? For me, no. I will apologized if its really my fault but then, ITS NOT, so I am entitled to the book of vulgarities, at least for this moment.

random pictures

here are some random pictures I saw while surfing the net, looks interesting some of them are.

raining, and its freezing my brain.

Its another day of raining, and everytime I look out the window, it feels strangely soothing. I love rain, but not during work, it’ll just encourage more of people to come and take shelter.

I’ve been so tired for a very long time. I almost forgot how energized felt like, and to prove that I really am very very exhausted, I fell asleep while looking at my PSP just now, and I just laid there for god knows how long. I couldn’t move myself my arms and legs, and I swore I could have slept through a fire and a bombing run.

not a good day to work in customer service line.

Today is not a good day to work in customer service line. Customer >screw> Me, vice versa Me >screw> Customer. I started shift with a heavy heart, and I admit that I am in the wrong to not throw aside my personal feelings before I wore the apron, but at least I tried my best to be myself.

Angela Zhang diagnosed with heart mitral valve prolapse

Because of her “heart illness”, Taiwanese singer, Angela Zhang Shaohan returned to Canada last week for a full body check-up and stopped all her artiste work at hand. According to the Taiwanese media, if Angela is unable to fulfil her schedule in April, she will lose millions of dollars that was forthcoming.

and once again, EDMW creates headline

First to those who don’t know who / what is EDMW, it is the acronym of “Eat-Drink-Man-Woman”. EDMW is a sub forum in Hardwarezone, Singapore’s famous hardware portal. It is a forum whereby daily and general discussions are posted and usually has some controversial topics involved in their discussion. Listing a few, the discussion of the Mas Selamat escape and the discussion of the recent news about the China NTU student who was diagnosed with leukaemia.

Of course with such controversial thinkings and speech, there’s bound to be some heated discussions. Lets take the China NTU Student news for example. The topic involved was whether they should donate to the victim involved. There’s been various different comments about that and here are some of the comments in the discussion thread. (some words are edited to show their original meaning like lich -> rich)

exhausted and more to come.

Yes, I’ve just came back from work. Not really just, probably around 2am. This is partially nonsense. I was supposed to work from 3 to 10pm, and surprisingly I ended at 12.30pm. It was because the attachment partner from another store didn’t turn up. Thanks again to that partner, so I had to stay and help to do closing. I couldn’t leave Chris alone to do the closing, so I stayed and helped.

But at least I had food to bring home. Just chomping on that sandwich makes me feel so satisfied. But as always, I am easily satisfied as long as there’s food involved. So the next time you need help, you know what to do =).

I feel so tired that I don’t even know what sleepy is. I know I did promise to post something useful / interesting but look at the time, I bet everyone’s asleep anyway.

Anyway since there’s nothing much to post about now, or rather I’m unable and do not have the ability right now to post useful stuff right now, I might as well blog about some random stuff.

Actually I take back what I typed. I’ll leave this chunk of space for me to edit tomorrow. I need some time to think about stuff.

last minute post of anything and everything.

I’ll have to rush this post, because I’m rushing to meet JH to pass him his cardigan, and then rush to work straight after that. This turns out to be a rushing day. As I’m typing this, look out the window, its raining here, heavy rain. I wonder how many people will come into Starbucks for shelter today. Go to Food Republic please.

Just a notice that wordpress has increased all free user’s storage from 50mb to 3000mb (3gb). This goes to show that wordpress is still growing and we as wordpress users can surely expect more from them in the near future to come. Here’s the link to the news. WordPress Space Upgrade

school is off the list. for now.

Finally school is off the list, at least for another 3 weeks before the results and posting is announced. That might just be the most nervous moment of my life, with ITE results and Poly posting just 1 day apart. Maybe school has been enacted into me for a very long time, I just feel kind of heavy even when Its over. Exams were easier then the assignments, what were they thinking.

Are my blog post too long, If so I must remember to shorten them, because every time after I published my posts, I will realize its like a comprehension passage. I also realized I have grown more in the past 2 years compared to the other parts of my life. Not in terms of height and weight, but in terms of mindset and experience.

I think its important to grow and not lose yourself in the process. Be a better person, but still be yourself. At least, I can be a better friend and still be myself. I really want to give thanks to all those who made the effort to know me, and gave their responsible views, because I admit I can sometimes be anti social towards people I don’t already know. To some, you do not know me well to comment responsibly, so stop trying, give it up.

The store chalet BBQ is going to commence soon, and I’ll probably be meeting Hafiz and Nani at around 4.30pm. And It’ll be work tomorrow.

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the promise to never think of this possibility, knowing it will never happen. But it keeps coming back to me, why not, why not try it. There’s too much to risk for this. Its just not worth it.

(impossible).the flawed system.

hmm, obvious? not. yea, I’m sure its probably just me thinking too much again. but then again, why not
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EXAMS are tomorrow. I’m currently taking a break from mugging. Tired out and exhausted from Starbuck’s Espresso Calibration training. Why am I going through so much training. At times I ask myself, is this job really for me. How about my dream of a multimedia and animation job. I know its not a full time job but if I am not working there, I can be concentrating on learning and freelancing. *P.S: Here’s a green patch for people to look at and relax their eyes incase they are living in a stone cave with no grass patch or green stuff to look at.*
GreenGreenGrass. Even the descriptions are green. Wonderful.

Well it does come with some disadvantages, training at home is not going to net me any income for now at least. We’ll see how it goes then.

Now tomorrow will be / might be a bit of trouble because of the school’s rule of wanting students to cut their hair before exams. What is the point, tell me, what is the point to all this. To be fair to the great school of ours, I shall break down their reasons for wanting to do so, and I will pop them 1 by 1 so readers might have to be patient.

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Reasons for wanting us to cut hair before exams:

1) Firstly, we are wearing the school uniform, that is why we have to uphold the reputation of the school by presenting a neat and clean image to the public.

2) Ensure students have neat appearances during their study period.

Breaking them down now

1) If I want my students in school uniform to uphold the school reputation by having neat hair, I would have to at least make sure the students wear their school uniform. The problem is, there is an increasing number of students not wearing school uniform to school, and it seems to be that the school has no comments about that at all. *I even see cardigans worn in school during lessons.* SO:

- School reputation > Sch Uniform > Neat Hair

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- School reputation > no sch uniform > neat hair for what?

The base and point of having neat hair is totally screwed now isn’t it. There’s no school uniform and school reputation to be concerned, so why cut our hairs. Its a trend now to be Chewbacca. *Weird roaring sound*.

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2) Reason: Ensure students have neat appearances during their study period.

Lets just pop this reason the fast way. Its the freaking last day of school. Whats more, Its the last day of the last year, which in simple terms and word, means “GRADUATE”. The past tense would be “GRADUATED”, which freaking means we are no longer coming back for studies. So, reason popped.

If the school really wanted to warn students about their hair and appearance, It would be a long done job along with the inspection of school uniforms. I see neither the date nor the actions taken. Before I end this post, I just have 1 unanswered question. If anyone could really tell me the reason, or the more plausible ones, I would be damn grateful.

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Question: What is the point of checking our hair the last day of our last year just 1.5 hours to graduated status?